Hi this is my first post for my 1st blog...
trails.... I have a lot of that... hahah....
my schedule are very hectic yet here I am making my blog... well this the only way I can speak my mind even just a little...
I'm not really good in speaking english... so be patience with meh... HAHAHa...
Ok, let see I have this emotional thing... depression... I can't seem to get rid of that feeling especially when my mom always say things like I'm stupid and many more... and also becuase I feel like I'm just a burden to my friends because of my lack of ability in programming!!!
Yeah... I'm taking up programming yet I'm not that good in it not because i'm dumb or anything I'm just a little caught up in on other things... hahha... actually I'm good at programming but not that good... (Its up to you how u interpret that)
hmmm... ok next topic my hopes... I hope to passed my subject this sem. and find a job for my OJT (hopefully with allownce...) last but not the least to close or finish all the issues that I have with some of my friends becuase it seem that "a friend " of mine does not really my friend anymore...we had this big fight and that cost us a lot... we don't speak to each other the way we use too... we don't look at each other eyes(well she doesn't ... so why do i need to bother looking at her ryt???)well that just my observation... but I do miss her... our closeness and being able to comfort each other like we are sister.... I hope someday that the wound that we create in each other heart will heal...
ok that for now... hahha
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